Sunday, January 11, 2009

Left 4 Dead.

For the last like month i feel like i just don't matter to anyone anymore. Like i just don't exist. Im not there or i'm always the last person someone will ask to hang out with. It hurts. i don't know how to explain the hurt but i feel forgotten. work has sucked so much the last month and i just don't think i can keep going on. i grow more and more to quitting. its gonna happen soon. i feel so down when i ask someone what there doing and they don't text me back because they don't wanna say because they didn't invite me. 

i feel so unwanted. everywhere... work, friends, Life.

its 4 am
and i cant sleep...

1 comment:

  1. Eff Rey.
    You just feel down on yourself all the time.
    it's not good.
    i'm sorry you feel this way tho.
    things will get better. chin up, this is the hardest part.
    push through it.

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