For the last like month i feel like i just don't matter to anyone anymore. Like i just don't exist. Im not there or i'm always the last person someone will ask to hang out with. It hurts. i don't know how to explain the hurt but i feel forgotten. work has sucked so much the last month and i just don't think i can keep going on. i grow more and more to quitting. its gonna happen soon. i feel so down when i ask someone what there doing and they don't text me back because they don't wanna say because they didn't invite me.
i feel so unwanted. everywhere... work, friends, Life.
its 4 am
and i cant sleep...